Life – CD 1

LIFE – CD 2

      1. This Time Around
      2. Just Bad A Dream
      3. Let’s Go
      4. Would You?
      5. Bubbles
      6. Out Of The Storm
      7. Lucy
      8. Still Learning
      9. Once Again
      10. Pirates Routes
      11. Inside A Picture
      12. I’m Ready
      13. Gonna Sleep With My Dreams

      • BLUES FOR G

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        All of a sudden I can see

        All the good things Mother Earth gave to me

        All of a sudden I can see

        All the good things Mother Earth gave to me

         

        See that man on that chair

        See that man on that chair

        He’s sitting in his garden

        Among flowers and stones

        His legs are crossed, among flowers and stones

         

        What does he think on that chair?

        What does he feel on that chair?

        People pass by, they wave saying hi

        Suddenly a smile, among flowers and stones

        Flowers and stones, flowers and stones

         

        A little smile lights up his face

        A bigger smile, is grudge erased?

        He’s waiting for that something

        He’ll never tell, he’ll never tell, he’ll never tell

         

        See that chair without the man

        An empty chair, same corner

        He’s in another garden among flowers and stones

        Through his hair, flowers and stones

        Above his head, flowers and stones

        On a golden chair

        Among flowers and stones, flowers and stones, flowers and stones


      • BETTER THAN ME

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        You think you’re better than me

        Just because of your hands around my neck

        You think you’re better than me

        Just because of your arrogance and violent instinct

         

        But it’s only cowardice and ignorance

        Yeah it’s only cowardice and ignorance

         

        So you think you can say whatever you please

        ‘cause you’re bigger than me a so called adult

        So you think you can do whatever you want

        Just because you see me small, my back against the wall

         

        But it’s only cowardice and ignorance

        Yeah it’s only cowardice and ignorance

         

        I trusted you but then you showed your true colors

        I trusted you but then you showed your true colors

        I think you have to…go back to your rancid hole!

         

        But it’s only cowardice and ignorance

        Yeah it’s only cowardice and ignorance

        But it’s only cowardice and ignorance

        Yeah it’s only cowardice and ignorance


      • THE WHEEL

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Hey are you ok?

        Spring’s outside, but I’m not in a bloom mood

        Everyone’s waiting for sunshine

        Everyone is searching for a spot of light

         

        Don’t say you’re not ready

        Don’t say you’re not ready for a ride

         

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time flies away

        And the wheel keeps turning and I’m on my way

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time bounces away

        Some say this merry go round

        Is something worth being bound

        Is something worth being bound…to

         

        Hey are you still there?

        On that bench in the sun like you don’t care

        Everyone’s waiting for wonders

        Everyone’s waiting for some kind of relief

         

        Don’t say you’re not ready

        Don’t say you’re not ready for a ride

        Don’t say you’re not ready

        Don’t say you’re not ready for a ride

         

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time flies away

        And the wheel keeps turning and I’m on my way

      • And the wheel keeps spinning
      • And time bounces away
      • Some say this merry go roundIs something worth being boundIs something worth being bound…toTurn, turn, turn, turn 

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time flies away

        And the wheel keeps turning and I’m on my way

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time bounces away

        Some say this merry go round

        Is something worth being bound to

        Is something worth being bound to

         

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time flies away

        And the wheel keeps turning and I’m on my way

        And the wheel keeps spinning

        And time bounces away

        Some say this merry go round

        Is something worth being bound

        Is something worth being bound …to

         

        Turn, turn, turn, turn


      • RENATA

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I see you in my dreams

        But every time I cannot reach you

        You’re always busy doing something else

        Lost in your world of pearls

         

        But I can see you skirt, your hair

        I can see your hands making circles

        And circles, and circles and circles

        A beautiful circle, a circle, a circle

        To me it’s art

         

        You draw lines in the air

        I follow them one by one

        I still feel your hand, so warm and careful hand

        On my head

        No matter if we talk or not, I’ll cherish this moment forever on

         

        And I can see your favourite pullover

        I can see your earrings and your face half turned aside

        And circles, and circles and circles

        A beautiful circle, a circle, a circle

        To me it’s life

         

        Anytime if you want to come and see me

        I will always be there waiting for you to call

        My name in the middle of the night, middle of the day

        I’ll just close my eyes hoping for you to stay

         

        ‘cause I miss you, I miss you, I miss you

        Oh I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, all the time


      • DOUBLE TROUBLE

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        My head is in trouble

        Memories started seeing double

        I can’t get you off of my mind

        Pour me another one

        Just trying to have a little fun

        But fun, it ends soon when you’re broke

         

        Me and my misery

        Along in company

        Sources of energy

        To break through the night

        Me and my misery

        We do share company

        Sources of anxiety

        To spend the night awake

         

        Standing in the shadow

        Streets dark and narrow

        Believing that you still my babe

        Standing in the shadow

        Streets loud with sorrow

        Hoping that you still my babe

         

        My eyes are seeing double

        Soon I know I’ll be in trouble

        Going back home tryin’ not to make a sound

        Praying they’re all asleep

        Can’t kick shoes off of my feet

        Crawling on my elbows like a trained marineMe and my misery

        Along in company

        Sources of energy

        To break through the night

        Me and my misery

        We do share company

        Sources of anxiety

        To spend the night awake

         

        Standing in the shadow

        Streets dark and narrow

        Believing that you still my babe

        Standing in the shadow

        Streets loud with sorrow

        Hoping that you still my babe

         

        Please let some light shine here

        My zig zag walk will disappear

        Please just let me get this clear

        I need some kind of a deal

         

        Me and my misery

        Along in company

        Sources of energy

        To break through the night

        Me and my misery

        We do share company

        Sources of anxiety

        To spend the night awake

         

        Standing in the shadow

        Streets dark and narrow

        Believing that you still my babe

        Standing in the shadow

        Streets loud with sorrow

        Hoping that you still my babe


      • LIFE

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I don’t think that I deserve your faith

        Movin’ forward just to see what’s left behind

        Crackin’ all the good things just to hear the sound

        You can say I’m a bitch ‘cause I don’t wanna hear that sound

         

        Life is shitty sometimes

        Well you have to change your habits to survive

        Life makes you crazy sometimes

        You have just to learn how to swim in an ocean full of shit

        We’d deserve an Olympic medal for this

         

        I don’t think I want to see you today

        I have to discover how much I can be missed

        Surely I will end up thinking “I’m alone”

        You can say I don’t know what I want ‘cause it’s clearly true

         

        Life is shitty sometimes

        Well you have to adjust habits to survive

        Life makes you dizzy sometimes

        You have just to learn how to swim in an ocean full of shit

        We’d deserve an Olimpic medal for this

         

        Surprise!!!!

         

        Life, life, life, life, life, life, life, life


      • MY FEET

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        And my eyes can see your face

        And my ears can hear your voice

        And my fingers can touch your skin

        But my feet walk away from you

        They’re walking miles from you

         

        Yeah my hair can feel the wind

        And my toes are getting cold

        And my nails can scratch the paint

        And I certainly won’t have your back next time

        My feet are running away from you

        My feet are walking away from you

        We’re getting miles away from you

        We’re getting miles away from you


      • RESONANCE

        (Music by Ellen River)


        I SEE

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Snowflakes are falling

        I feel empty inside, my brain is frozen

        Snowflakes are falling

        I’m at the window looking outside, I feel terrible

         

        I see, I see, I see

        I should have known it before, my body was tryin’ to communicate

        I see, I see, I see

        I see, my guts felt something, I knew it

         

        Snowflakes keepin’ me company

        Endless days, full of pain

        Snowflakes, finally coming down

        Something so joyful crashing to the ground

         

        I see, I see, I see it coming

        As the days go by, it’s stunning

        I see, I see that I’m lucky

        There’s nothing left to say, I’ve had the chance to fight

        When many have not, when many have not, when many have not so thank you

        Thank you for your love and precious support

        When I wasn’t even there for myself

        When I couldn’t help but worry

        When I thought I was alone in that room

        Now I see something’s comingI hope it’s beautiful and colorful

        Waiting for me behind this window pane

        I see this endless tunnel, but I know it’s gonna end someday

        As long as you’re here with me

        As long as your hand’s on my shoulder

        As long as I see your light

        As long as I feel your glow

        As long as you’re here with me

        As long as your hand’s on my shoulder

        As long as I see your light

        As long as I feel your glow

        As long as you’re here with me

        As long as your hand’s on my shoulder

        As long as I see your light

        As long as I feel your glow

        As long as you’re here with me

        As long as your hand’s on my shoulder

        As long as I see your light

        As long as I feel your glow

        As long as you’re here with me

        As long as your hand’s on my shoulder

        As long as I see your light

        As long as I feel your glow


      • NOBODY ANSWERS

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        They say call between eleven and twelve

        call between eleven and twelve

        call between eleven and twelve ah oh

         

        They say between eleven and twelve

        Call between eleven and twelve

        call between eleven and twelve a-a-oh a-a-oh

         

        but the line is always busy

         

        They say write an e-mail

        They say write an e-mail

        To the address given below oh oh

         

        They say write an e-mail

        You can write an e-mail

        To the address given below oh oh

         

        But nobody answers

         

        They say you have to try

        Try, try and try

        It’s up to you

        Try again, please

         

        They say you have to try

        Try, try and try

        It’s up to you

        Try again, try again pleaseBut nobody answers

         

        the line is always busy (what am I supposed, what am I supposed to do)

        and nobody answers

        and nobody answers

        and the line is always busy

        nobody answers

        Fuck!


      • ELECTROSHOCK

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I’m ready to go

        They say they’ll take care of me

        There is something wrong with me

        And they will fix it

         

        I’ll be ok

         

        On my way to go

        All my things packed up

        Only what is necessary

        ‘cause I have no need they say

        They will provide everything it takes for me to

         

        Have the cure

         

        Goodbye my boys

        Mama gotta go away

        Promise you’ll do your homework and get it right

        They say a mother can’t behave like me

        They will teach me how to be a good one

         

        For good

        Months and months apart

        I’ve lost so much of you

        Blurred and numb they say I’m ok now

        How can I be ok If I feel a great void

        No relief

         

        When I hear thunders I pray

        Please no more thunders


      • MAKE IT RIGHT

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Everytime I try to make it right

        Everytime I try to make it right

        Everytime I try to make it right

        Everytime I try to make it right

        It just ain’t right

        It can’t go right

         

        Oh my heart is breaking

        Oh my legs are shaking

        And I can’t stand one minute more here

        Oh my head is aching

        Oh my trust is fading

        And I can’t stand one second more here

         

        Every night I try not to think about

        Every single thing I cannot live without

        Every time I try to make it roll

        I slowly start losing control

        And begin’ to hope

        It’s all a joke

         

        Oh my heart is breaking

        Oh my legs are shaking

        And I can’t stand one minute more here

        Oh my head is aching

        Oh my trust is fading

        And I can’t stand one second more here


      • WAITING

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I’m waiting for a little spark

        Waiting for the sun to rise

        I’m waiting for all of the sleeping promises

        on the shelf are dusted off

        I’m waiting for your crooked smile

        And your frowning forehead

        I’m waiting for your scent

        To bright up this fuzzy life

        I’m waiting for the best to come

        Even if the best doesn’t exist

        I’m waiting for my soul

        To be lifted high and higher

        I’m waiting to feel again

        That warmth I used to know

        I’m waiting for the shadows

        To be dissipated

        I’m waiting at this table

        To close my eyes and breathe

        I’m waiting for you to come back home

        And for myself to come back home too

        I’m waiting, I’m good at waiting

        Patience is my ally


      • FAREWELL WITCH’S CAT

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I am where I have to be

        I am where I wanna be

        Your tiny head in my head

        Our love ‘til the end

         

        Your spirit will guide me when I get lost

        Your force will help me when I need it most

        Your spirit will guide me when I get lost

        Your force will help me when I need it most

         

        Your eyes of green are staring at me

        My eyes of brown admiring your beauty

        We’ve gone that far, our journey so long

        I know you’re going back right where you belong

         

        I am where I have to be

        I am where I want to be

        I am here right beside you

        You know I would never leave you

         

        I am where I have to be

        I am where I want to be

        Your tiny head in my head

        Our love ‘til the end

        Our love ‘til the end

        Our love ‘til the end


      • THIS TIME AROUND

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Are you waiting for someone?

        Girl you’re so cute

        You don’t need to wait for nobody but you

        Hey little darling would you come with me instead

        Of waiting here alone and tasting regret

         

        Saw her pretty face

        Reminded me when I was younger

        Full of fears, many doubts, thinking I couldn’t live without approval

        Waiting for smiling faces

        So worried about what other people might think instead

        Of choosing my own path

         

        Are you feeling tired?

        Girl that’s fair

        You’re strugglin’ all day long against your own will

        Hey little baby don’t you think this time around

        You’re ready to be the one you’ve always dreamed about

         

        Saw her pretty face

        Reminded me when I was younger

        Full of fears, many doubts, thinking I couldn’t live without approval

        Waiting for smiling faces

        So worried about what other people might think instead

        Of choosing my own path

         

        family’s expectations

        make you feel so low

        pushing you to forget

        how to roll with the flow

         

        societal expectations

        make you feel so low

        pushing you to forget

        how to roll with the flow

        with the flow

         

        Saw her pretty face

        Reminded me when I was younger

        Full of fears, many doubts, thinking I couldn’t live without approval

        Waiting for smiling faces

        So worried about what other people might think instead

        Of choosing my own path

        Saw her pretty face

        Reminded me when I was younger

        Full of fears, many doubts, thinking I couldn’t live without approval

        Waiting for smiling faces

        So worried about what other people might think instead

        Of choosing my own path

         

        You have to choose and follow your dreams

        And follow your dreams

        You have to choose and follow your dreams

        You have to choose babe, doesn’t matter what they say

        Doesn’t matter what they say

        It doesn’t matter

        It doesn’t matter

        It doesn’t matter

        Just be yourself


        JUST A BAD DREAM

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Goin’ on day by day

        Thinkin’ where you are gonna stay

        Thinkin’ how you’ll get through this whole thing

        Wake up now, it’s such a beautiful day

        Don’t mind troubles soon they’ll fade away

        You just need to focus on your aspirations

         

        (go on) It’s just a bad dream

        (no) don’t stress about it

        (go on) It’s just a bad dream

        (no) don’t mind at all

         

        Sittin’ here by your side

        I only want you to keep in mind

        It’s not how it ends a shooting star makes her beauty vain

        Take my hand, our fireworks life

        Will be full of surprises and I

        Will stay up night and day

        To make you smile again

         

        (go on) It’s just a bad dream

        (go on) don’t stress about it

        (go on) It’s just a bad dream

        (go on) don’t mind at all


        LET’S GO

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Let’s call a taxi

        Let’s go anywhere we want

        Don’t tell your friends

        Let’s do this alone

        The ride’s on me (x2)

         

        We’re tryin’ hard just to keep it up

        Everyone struggles in their own way

        So do we but tonight try to make it alright

         

        Feel the air on your fingertips

        Feel the rhythm of the calling spirit

        Live in the now and forge memory of a moment

        That will never come back

         

        Let’s have a drink

        Let’s have a strong one

        Don’t you feel the vibe of the night that comes along?

        She comes along

         

        Let’s go and find

        An open space

        Better a field so we can dance face to face

        Our perfect place, our perfect place

         

        Feel the air on your fingertips

        Feel the rhythm of the calling spirit

        Live in the now and forge memory of a moment

        That will never come back

        We’re on our way

        We’re on our way

        Live in the now, we’re on our way

         

        Feel the air on your fingertips

        Feel the rhythm of the calling spirit

        Live in the now and forge memory of a moment

        That will never come back

         

        Feel the air on your fingertips

        Feel the rhythm of the calling spirit

        Live in the now and forge memory of a moment

        That will never come back

         

        Let’s celebrate life !


        WOULD YOU?

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Would you like to sit?

        Sit here for a while

        I got a lot of things to say

        I say them better in the dark

         

        Cause I was so ashamed

        That I’ve always cried

        Yeah I was always crying

        When I was overwhelmed

         

        I’ve been always told

        I was only a

        Able to cry

        Instead of reacting

         

        Would you like to sit

        Sit here for a while

        I would like to talk

        If you don’t mind

         

        For every heartbreak

        And for every fear

        I collected ‘em all

        Inside my tiny soul

         

        You keep staring at me

        I just cannot talk

        Please allow the dark

        To fulfill my tongue

        Cause I need to speak

        Words will come out as a creek

        I’ll show you fragility and emotionality

        They don’t mean weakness or symptoms to be treated

        But something powerful that irradiates our souls

         

        If you’d just let me speak


        BUBBLES

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Try to breathe

        It’s not water

        It’s not water

        What you see

        Try to breathe

        It’s not water

        It’s not water

        You’re in

         

        Bubbles

         

        It’s just water

        Down your throat

        Try to breathe, try to breathe

        Speak, tell something

        Try to breathe

        It’s just water, down your throat

         

        Bubbles

         

        Try to breathe

        It’s just water

        It’s just water

        What you see

        Try to breathe

        It’s not water

        It’s not water

        What you see

        Wake up!


        OUT OF THE STORM

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I’ve pushed myself further and further and more

        I’ve drowned my anxiety to be abandoned  into

        an endless lake of tequila shots

        Just to see, just to see if I could forget

        Circles and circles, spinning way beyond the edge

        Headed nowhere just to see if I could still walk

        You taught me how to hide feelings, hide them

        where no one could ever find them

        to swallow the pain and keep a safe place for it

        inside my body, inside of me

        an empty room ready to be filled

        you’re so good at it, not like me

        you seem not to be vulnerable, impossible to be touched

        using words like knives

        with your voice that’s always the same

        always the same no matter what

        your rage, a powerful rage

        through your veins, ready to explode

        your eyes from kindness to hate in a sec

        I’ve never understood my fault, what have I done

        What have I done to make your rage so big

        Bigger and bigger maybe because I was born

        Maybe because I was there to remind you

        What you were not able to be

        A caring person, not to others

        A caring person to me

        A safe place where I could go during a storm

        No Sir, not at all

        I wanted to die to see if I could be less transparent that I already wasWanted to do something special,

        something great, something positive To show you I did exist, a human being not perfect but myself

        I think I failed, warmth is not something you can easily gain

        You have to struggle and maybe it’s not coming anyway

        So deal with it

        The feeling someone has just kicked you off of his life

        And there’s no way to take part of it again

        Never again

         

        Well I think you’re a good man

        Your world sucked you and you couldn’t escape

        Your past simply devoured your soul chewing mercilessly every single piece

        What’s left was a lonely boy dealing with bigger stuff, bigger than him

        You just needed a hand in that dark place you were thrown

        I would have wanted to tell you that it was all ok, but I wasn’t there

        I wasn’t there to hold your hand, I wasn’t there to be your friend

        I wasn’t there, I was not even born

        I’m sorry for you and I’m sorry for me too

        But we’re here, we survived despite everything

        But we love each other our own particular way

        It’s been a hell of a ride

        What we have now, if you want,

        is all that mattersIt’s all that matters

        It’s all that matters

        If you want it’s all that matters


        LUCY

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Lucy

        Please stay here with me

        I need your energy

        Please Lucy

         

        Lucy

        Please play cards with me

        Your fanciful swearing

        Makes me die laughing

        Please Lucy

         

        Lucy

        Please keep this tone of voice I hear

        This phone call is bringing me to tears of joy

         

        Lucy

        Tell me another tale

        Of your childhood, your brothers, sisters and WW II

         

        Lucy

        I miss the sparkle in your eyes

        But when I least expect it

        It comes out of nowhere

        Like it never left

         

        Lucy

        Please take a dance with me

        Music has always been your power switch

        Please Lucy

        Lucy

        please Lucy, stay with me, please Lucy


        STILL LEARNING

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Sometimes you feel you’ve got everything

        Sometimes it feels like you’ve got nothing at all

        Sometimes you’re holding your hands full of flies

        Sometimes you’re grabbin’ on just to survive

         

        I, I, I, I’m still learning

        I, I, I, I’m still learning

        From you

         

        Sometimes you know what’s the right thing to do

        Sometimes you get lost in the deep crazy blue

        Sometimes you’re struggling for all your beliefs

        Sometimes you’re carried by wind just like leaves

         

        I, I, I, I’m still learning

        I, I, I, I’m still learning

        From you

         

        You, my example

        You my leading voice

        You with your strength and constancy

        A river of willingness I love swimming into

        You….you

         

        I, I, I, I’m still learning

        I, I, I, I’m still learning

        From you

         

        Sometimes you feel you’ve got everything


        ONCE AGAIN

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Would you repeat it once again

        I say thank you in advance

        I know I’m going to forget

        Everything that you just said

        Would you please repeat it once again?

        I know it’s kinda frustrating

        I know it’s really annoying

        But I really need your voice and help

         

        So please think

        How can I feel

        I’m gonna lose everything

        All my memories fading away

        Just sit here

        I’m gonna lose everything

        Please don’t let my memories forget about me

         

        Would you stop looking me like that ?

        I just cannot help, it makes me mad

        I know that it’s hard to comprehend

        Close your eyes, breathe, take my hand

        Remember how I used to make you feel

        All the love, you sitting on my lap while I comb your hair

        I have never ever believed

        I would have fallen on my knees

         

        So please think

        How can I feel

        I’m gonna lose everythingAll my memories fading away

        Just sit hereI’m gonna lose everything

        Please don’t let my memories forget about me,

        Please help my memories to find their way back home


        PIRATES ROUTES

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Livin’ ain’t easy

        Day by day, you got to try

        Livin’ ain’t easy

        Rules we abide, stars collide

        Come here this evening

        We’ll figure out how to draw trails

         

        Look at my face, all these lines in the mirror

        (just like pencil marks)

        They lead me far and furrow waters

        (just like pirate routes)

         

        Livin’ ain’t easy

        No discount, guaranteed sweat

        Sand between teeth and stormy sea in the heart

        Life will deceive you , it makes you think you’ll not get through it

         

        Look at my face, all these lines in the mirror

        (just like pencil marks)

        They lead me far ad furrow waters

        (just like pirate routes)

         

        Look at my face, all these lines in the mirror

        (just like pencil marks)

        They lead me far ad furrow waters

        (just like pirate routes)


        INSIDE A PICTURE

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I would like to live inside a picture

        Taken somewhere, somehow a long ago

        You could see me anytime you want to

        Simply pickin’ me out of your wallet

         

        Livin’ the world inside a picture

        Choosing my favourite one new or old

        You could find me there with some precious advice

        Kiss me goodnight and put me back in your wallet

         

        It’s raining hard down here

        I don’t care how’s the weather outside

        Here I can change it anytime I want to

        Sparkling water turned into sparkling wine

         

        Livin’ the world inside a picture

        Choosing my favourite one new or old

        You could find me there with some precious advice

        Kiss me goodnight and put me back in your wallet

         

        Now I’m a child, I’m old

        I’m a butterfly, I’m a pirate

        I’m a brittlebush in the desert

        Waving to the wind

        And I dance, I dance, I dance (x2)

         

        Livin’ the world inside a picture

        Choosing my favourite one new or old

        You could find me there with some precious advice

        Kiss me goodnight and put me back in your wallet


        I’M READY

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        Your smiling face

        I think I’ve seen it before

        Maybe in another life, another time

        This calls to mind that I’m alive

        This calls to mind that we’re just passing by

         

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready

         

        Your bright eyes

        I’ve already found them

        In other dimensions, another story

        This calls to mind how many lives

        Have been knockin’ on my chest

         

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready

         

        No more hesitations

        No more cold feet

        No more stillness

        I’m ready

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready

        And I feel that my heart is beating like a drum and it’s ok

        And I feel that my heart is going to explode and I’m ready


        GONNA SLEEP WITH MY DREAMS

        (Music and Lyrics by Ellen River)

         

        I’m gonna sleep with my dreams

        They’re not like you

        They make me feel warm and make me believe

        Tomorrow is a newborn

        I’m gonna sleep with my dreams

        Even if they’re not real

        They make me hope there’s something for me

        At the end of the road

         

        You’ve killed my beliefs

        You’ve killed my heartbeats

        You’ve killed every little thing I called my own

         

        I’m gonna sleep with my dreams

        Close my eyes and see

        You’ve poisoned every butterfly day by day silently

        I’m gonna sleep with my dreams

        Wrapped up in colors

        Livin’ in a tent in the middle of the woods

        Be fulfilled by scents

         

        You’ve killed my beliefs

        You’ve killed my heartbeats

        You’ve killed every little thing I called my own

         

        Call me NATURE

        Call me ANIMAL

        Call me WILD

        Call me FREE

        Call me ME

        Call me NATURE

        Call me ANIMAL

        Call me WILD

        Call me FREE,

        Call me FREE,

        Call me FREE,

        Call me ME

         

        I’m gonna sleep with my dreams